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things ill admit about me MEME

[Dec. 17th, 2009|01:13 am]

moonfeather

ooooooook what about me??

I am a Michael Jackson fan, and have been since I was 5 years old, he has been a huge inspiration and source of comfort.

I cant sleep in most beds as they feel hard an uncomfortable, my body gets aches and pains or goes numb..I swear its like princess and the pea, a bed spring will always somehow get me in the rib or hip or breast.

My childhood toy horses all have specific family groups and partners and when displayed, must be in thier correct groups.

New toy horses go through 'assessment' of where they fit in exisiting groups or if they get thier own new one.

I talk aloud to my cat open so much like a person, that often my exes or friends will think i was talking to them.

Sometimes during a conversation I will break into song, because someone said a lyric line or song title they didnt realise they did or the topic of conversation reminds me of a song.

I love to imitate sounds and voices.
I can neigh like a horse, meow like a cat, bark like a dog and beep beep like a car alarm. I like to immitate different singer's vocal styles.

I love water.

I love food and sweet foods

I cant stand ginger, if ginger touches my sushi I gag as I try eat it.
I cant stant spearmint but love peppermint

I cant stant Aniseed, like irish moss or Absynthe, but enjoy natural licoriche from time to time.

I go nuts for candycanes and squeel like a kid for the giant ones!!
I love first snow but cant stand the cold

I hate the idea of being in water..but once im in it I love it and refuse to get out.

Im facinated by medical stuff, but scared of hospitals and needles..I get very nauseas. I had a bad experience with my first ever vaccination..I swear that needle was longer than the width of my arm!!!

I love toys, soft toys, figurines

I love teddybears soft toys bigger than me or super sized.

I hate clutter so I stack things alot if there is too much stuff in a room

I CANT STAND a messy kitchen it drives me bonkers!!!

I LOVE to bake and I clean up as I go along.

I enjoy hugs from my best friends and partners, but not from my family.

I hate kissing..but when I cant have it...I miss it.
I cant stand salaiva

I love long hair and nails

I have an obsession with eyes

I like gothic style men, and clowns, a man in a corset is very hot

Im addicted to drawing, if I cant draw due to lack of pencil/paper I get very fidgety

Im allergic to most soaps and body products

Bloodsucking insects love me, and I swell up huge from bites.

Im obsessed with making lists..lists of everything, all the time

I always have art ideas, I write down or thumbnail but never actually end up creating

Ive been writing a book for the past 9 years

I procrastinate due to anxiety...its like a physical barrier..I get fearful, othertimes its no biggie to do what needs to be done.

I suffer Anxiety, high stress, PTSD

I cant STAND the sight or sound of people vomiting or spitting

I love the idea of being pregnant and having kids, but im TERRIFIED of childbirth, dealing then with the kids being sick, snot drool diarrahoea...it terrifies me.

I can handle cat/animal poopies and vomit no problem.

I love themed merchandise/toys, holidays, xmas, valentines, halloween, easter, fathers day, mothers day, weddings etc

I used to be scared of the dark, it comes and goes, If I can see a street lamp, hallway light or starlight im fine.

If ive moved anything around in my room, even posters, I dont sleep well that night.

If I have a really bad nightmare, I have to sleep the rest of the night with the light on.

If ive just moved house or staying at a friends place, I sometimes get night terrors and forget where I am and get dissorientated.

I suffer night terrors, it comes and goes.

I feel safe at night if my cat is in the room with me.

I love watching clouds, sunsets, sunrises, ocean waves, waterfalls.

If I hear about a death of a friends pet or animal, or see one on the side of the road I instantly start to cry. I cant handle seeing an animal in pain or suffering, it hurts me too, I feel empathic to animals.

I LOVE music, singing to it, dancing to it, I get really involved, so some music I cant listen to as it affects me too much.

I often fall asleap listening to Michael jackson on my mp3 player, I used to do this as a kid with my walkman.

I have moved house 30times when I lived 17 years with my mum, she moved house alot.

Due to moving house alot Ive been to 17 different schools

I was bullied and physically beaten up by other kids at many schools

I was often called a freak even as a kid

Ive come to love and accept myself and the parts that others wont accept and call me freak for --- enjoying childish things like MLP

I love christmas trees, real and fake.

I love costumes

I love movies, especially sci fi, fantasy and comedy

Scary movies honestly scare me, because I can imagine them being real, I get too involved in the movie exerience. Aliens and ghosts are a no go zone

Ironicly I love star trek, star wars and the aliens/xenomorph movies

I like movies about killers ironicly

Im scared of spiders but im working on that

Im not very close to my family except my grandfather, im arrogantly idependant, but cling to my partners like there is no tomorrow

I can be very flirty by nature

Im bi but only ever dated x2 girls, my L-radar is broken and im too shy if I get it wrong.

Im wierd when meeting new people, im either very shy, or over the top loud and outgoing

If I have less that 8 hours sleep I feel ill, if I have less than six watch out, if Ive had 5 or less, keep hidden ill eat your soul.

If Ive been interrupted during my sleep, I have to start the 8 hour sleep cycle allover again.

Sometimes I feel like ive a split personality, one hot and steamy and flirty and adult and proper, the other obnoxious, cheeky, fun, playful and childish. I flick between these very fast.

Sometimes ill black out and not remember saying or typing something that I did 2 seconds ago or daysago..it can be really scary.

I have an open mind, I dont juge people unless they prove me wrong themselves.

I can be quite mellow.

Full moon = flirty times
Black moon = death and destruction

If litteraly or verbally backed into a corner I am a scary monster not to be messed with. I dont like to be verbally attacked on all sides without given the chance to speak or choose for myself.
If I say dont touch me, dont push the envelope I will bite.

I love sleeping in a bed freshly made with clean linnen.

Hot water bottles put me to sleep

If ive gotten really full from eating I get sleepy.

Sometimes I really need a nana nap
My naps usually last 3 hours

Sometimes my self confidence and self worth is very low

Sometimes I feel so happy I could fly

I mood swing alot and dont often get to stay in happy mode too long

I think too much

I can work myself up on possible imagined scenarios

If im upset, silence from a friend or partner can suddenly make it worse and my mind will blow it way out of proportion, a brief talk usualy snubbs it out and its as if it never happened.

I am too forgiving

I am high maintenance....or so im told by friends

One of my friends asked if I was bipolar --- this has worried me ever since.

uhm...yeah

thats all for now XD

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